Spiritual Father Lyrics

This one's for a friend of mine, mentor, just, yeah, through God, man, father figure, everything

Feel like I'm losing myself, I got a knife in the shelf, in case my demons awaken, I got a Bible as well, I know I overreact

I go to Lawrence for guidance, he's my spiritual father, I watch him father his kids, he teaches me to be great, he makes me become a better version of me that I've been

Because of him I learned that my losses ain't losses but gains, in other words, in Christ, if I can lose it all, that's a gain

If I lose it all right now, right now, tell me would you be the same with me right now

If I lose it all right now, tell me would you be the same right now

Cause this world is full of wicked people, they love you today but tomorrow ain't promised

If you got the money everybody love you, but if you lose it they never love you the same, this world is full of wicked people

I feel like I'm still acquainted with all these demons inside me cause I got love in my heart and got no hate in my mind

But sometimes I overthink about my father, how he was never there and how he lied to my mother and I get angry like

Then I remember Lawrence told me to always be calm and have love in my heart, that's an example to the world because Christ is love and the world needs love

In a hopeless world you gotta give love and I took heed

War between love and hate, I navigate my feelings with a pen and then I set them straight

My bad if you don't relate, my life is a mess but it got beauty God will orchestrate

Tears running down my eyes, I feel so disconnected from my emotions like a diety

I'm tearing pages from my book while I'm writing this, while I'm writing this

I just shed a tear, I'm on my feelings while I'm writing this

I pray to God that I can stay the same, that goes for you as well

I pray he keeps you and your family too, I pray you stay strong

I hope you stay the same and pray for me cause I can lose my way and I am only human for the least

Don't wanna go astray, I wanna follow you and follow God

Just lead me through the way and lead me to the truth and the life and lead me to salvation

If I lose it all right now, tell me would you be the same with me right now

If I lose it all right now, tell me would you be the same right now

Cause this world is full of wicked people

They love you today but tomorrow ain't promised

If you got that money everybody love you

But if you lose it they never love you the same

This world is full of wicked people