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I'm at a point in my life where I'd rather die a thousand deaths two thousand times than see my enemies rise

I'd rather be painted as the bad guy for telling truth and doing right I, fight on the daily with my love for spite it isn't right but,

Karma just takes too long sometimes, and I did not once sacrifice that feeling that I felt inside

Lord knows how many times I dropped my pride and

Lord knows the pain that I felt in my life pushed people to the side, feelings I've denied cause I've weighed pros and cons inside of my mind and hope just felt like fairy tales most of the time

Gaining clarity but losing peace of mind

I fought for a simple life but I'm learning it's not about what you want sometimes

How can I sit and justify her wrongs? I'm right I

Find myself switching back and forth sometimes

I want to cross the lines. I want to break the ties, I

Want to satisfy you inside and on the outside, Then

I think about if I forgive you then I'm breaking my morals because I cannot deal with someone that just tells me lies, but