why?

We be face to face too much a nigga really need some distance

That's what I tell myself but in the end I never listen

So tough on the exterior I'm basically catfishing

Myself and other people so they think my mind is different

In really my mental really crumbling down

I wanna smile but I'm in my head too much so I frown

I'm insecure about it I wont show the people around me

Do everything in my power so my people won't see

I'm tired of the questions and the doubt and the back and forth

Sea of inspiration's in a drought still don't know why for

I'mma cause a riot might as well just grab a pitchfork

I don't need to have you all I do all day is sit and work