why? Lyrics

We be face to face too much a nigga really need some distance

That's what I tell myself but in the end I never listen

So tough on the exterior I'm basically catfishing

Myself and other people so they think my mind is different

In really my mental really crumbling down

I wanna smile but I'm in my head too much so I frown

I'm insecure about it I wont show the people around me

Do everything in my power so my people won't see

I'm tired of the questions and the doubt and the back and forth

Sea of inspiration's in a drought still don't know why for

I'mma cause a riot might as well just grab a pitchfork

I don't need to have you all I do all day is sit and work

Hard work pays off hard pay off I been working hard

Y'all been working soft imma be up there with microsoft

But for now guess I'll chill

People question if I'm real

If they do it again imma pull up

I just don't get it

Why do you doubt me

I just don't get it

Why do you doubt

Fight you everyday before I get to work I'm sick of it

I'm in and out depression but right now I'm in the thick of it

Don't worry bout me I'm probably okay by the time you're listening

But I can barely write currently this shit feel so limiting

I'm visiting love is war just so I can get some support

I used to be so creative bruh why was it cut short

I used to be so passionate wish I could restart

So where is the old alazmyn I can't feel em in my heart

He's gone and the scares are the proof

Now I say my shit is trash but back then it wasn't true

Used to love what I made I was stuck to it like glue

Used to have shit in the vault waiting like it was a queue

Man 4 saya was my shit disappearance was my shit

I was having so much fun but right now I wanna quit

After this one then I'm done guarantee that it's a hit

If they listen to this record and they hate it imma grab em and I'll

I just don't get it

Why do you doubt me

I just don't get it

Why do you doubt