Not All As It Seems

You and I made it through the end and it just seems (uh hu)

But honestly what does that mean did we really seal the seam (no)

I know none of you ever heard this all full and in whole (its true)

I writing this from a place of which was never told (not once)

Stole it all we been through too much of abandonment

Forced out of our home only to find out what that truly is

I know I said that I was fine, I lied

I know my words cut you deep but I never meant a word

It's all just nothing more then extra shit I wish you never heard

I tried to find my peace got high to feel relief

A scarred up soul bled drowning in all my unbelief (in my unbelief)

Paranoid anxious high as hell head full of stress