Overthinking

Yellow rivers

This is where I begin, later is where I will end

Just wanted to start up a trend, was just tryna make some new friends

I was starting to heal when I first got the news, my uncle is dead

What else could I lose, my sanity, and my family

They're starting to see all the sad in me, and it hurts saying that's all I had in me

Such a tragedy that I had to see, my mom and my dad feeling bad for me

Why is he after me, I'm scared, why is life so unfair

I didn't choose to be here, over thinking is my greatest fear

So I keep it all in and I shut my mouth, over thinking, over thinking so my head's real loud

So I get real high, I get lost in the clouds, now I'm locked inside, my demons won't let me out

Now I'm lost inside and I ask myself how I could go so easy, how could you be so greedy?