Overthinking Lyrics

Yellow rivers

This is where I begin, later is where I will end

Just wanted to start up a trend, was just tryna make some new friends

I was starting to heal when I first got the news, my uncle is dead

What else could I lose, my sanity, and my family

They're starting to see all the sad in me, and it hurts saying that's all I had in me

Such a tragedy that I had to see, my mom and my dad feeling bad for me

Why is he after me, I'm scared, why is life so unfair

I didn't choose to be here, over thinking is my greatest fear

So I keep it all in and I shut my mouth, over thinking, over thinking so my head's real loud

So I get real high, I get lost in the clouds, now I'm locked inside, my demons won't let me out

Now I'm lost inside and I ask myself how I could go so easy, how could you be so greedy?

You left too soon, now it's bout to be June, late nights I'm staring at the moon

And I listen to a brand new tunes, reminiscing on the days that I had with you

And I break down cause it was a few of them, only a few, only a few of them

Only a few, only a few of them

Only a few of them and I regret the past, how could I let you pass

It just happened way too fast

I cried so hard I did, the devil wants me to sin

He's here asking how I've been, he's like "can I wear your skin"

Started opening my doors, they started targeting my core

No I don't need you no more, please hear my pain my throat is soar

I've lost so many good people, I don't think they're coming back

So I gotta meet there maker and I'll put him on his track

I can't even remember the last time I even said his name

But I know that if I called him he would bow his head in shame

God I'm trying to get closer so I can finally numb the pain

Please clear me from the rain, please get me out my brain

This is where I end, earlier is where I begin

I don't need no more friends, won't do it for a trend

I can't seem to comprehend how y'all like to condescend

I told you I would bend, but I still had to pretend

Ooh, still had to pretend

Ooh, Ooh