Note To Self

Note to self this is something that I've been wishing

Four months ago, it would probably be something different

Have it in my hands, now I don't how I can mess this up

But if I do then I never had learned my lesson

Weight on my mommas back but she keep providing me blessings

Wishing I could go back to a time when she wasn't stressing

Note to self this is more therapeutic than therapy

I put care in then it takes care of me

Clearly, seeing through what I couldn't see or what I should care to be

Too many lost am I wicked or blindly missing the

View of their mind, my eyes they're greedy