Note To Self Lyrics

Note to self this is something that I've been wishing

Four months ago, it would probably be something different

Have it in my hands, now I don't how I can mess this up

But if I do then I never had learned my lesson

Weight on my mommas back but she keep providing me blessings

Wishing I could go back to a time when she wasn't stressing

Note to self this is more therapeutic than therapy

I put care in then it takes care of me

Clearly, seeing through what I couldn't see or what I should care to be

Too many lost am I wicked or blindly missing the

View of their mind, my eyes they're greedy

Still, finding myself tryna hide the pity

Write another

Note to self I stay conflicted in peace

I been working to teach, keep hurting never learned how to reach

Unless it's my dreams, finding balance in what I believe

Manifesting a better version that I'll never deceive

Who is me? another note that I can go back and read

Who are we? Another question I can ask when I'm free

I'll sing a

Note to self when I'm lonely it keeps me company

Anytime I force interactions they seem to run from me

Mowing past the relations I had, just seems to comfort me

Anytime the torch hit the grass, the smoke keep stuck on me

Choking, still burning in this urn of gold

Turn my blood to ink and write my story on another note

To self