reflections. Lyrics

Coming out from all the wreckage

Take a breath but there's no air

My bodies bleeding losing life

But all they do is stop and stare

Wanna go home

The damage has taken its toll

The sight of a vanishing ghost

My vision is slowed

The smoke in my lungs and my throat

The only thing left of my soul

I shut my eyes and see a vision

Only wolves are out tonight

I place my hand upon your heart

I feel no pulse the lack of life

I might be dead

The thoughts they just run through my head

I'm scared and I'm worried to death

Just money and sex

What I think means nothing to them

I'm scared of the vanishing wind

Just leave me out

Leave me in

I'm taking it back

But you bringing it in

I'm losing love

Gaining sin

The ocean is calm and

The tide has reset

I'm feelin clear

Feel alright

The damage has

Taken me over tonight

I don't know why

don't come in

Can't stand the pain

Of the valiant bliss

Bring me to life and I promise you heart

I be moving around and I'm tryina move smart

Controlling my thoughts and ignoring my past

I can't leave my house without thinking of them

Polishing life with the spit and the dread

I'm hearing the voices they clouding my head

I'm sanctioned and quarantined, at it again

I recite my eulogy over the dead

Yeah I been workin on breathing

There's a scar on my heart

But no I won't, stop, walking

Til I witness the dawn

Come here close let me tell you

Bout these things that we flaunt

I'll never be, like, them

Until my head becomes dark

Yeah I been workin on breathing

There's a scar on my heart

But no I won't, stop, walking

Til I witness the dawn

Come here close let me tell you

Bout these things that we flaunt

I'll never be, like, them

Until my head becomes dark

j Just leave me out

Leave me in

I'm taking it back

But you bringing it in

I'm losing love

Gaining sin

The ocean is calm and

The tide has reset

I'm feelin clear

Feel alright

The damage has

Taken me over tonight

I don't know why

don't come in

Can't stand the pain

Of the valiant bliss

So where's my love now?

Where's my love now?

So where's my love now?

Where's my love now?

Where's my love now?

I'm greeting fans

Shaking hands

But once I wake up

I'm lonely again

I'm losing hope

I can't stand

My muscles are weak

And my lungs have collapsed

Same old song

Different sound

I pour out my pain

Cuz I wanna break down

Leave me out

Take me in

I wanna feel love

I don't wanna feel sin

What did I do to deserve all this hurt

My friends and my family leave me in dirt

Act like it's something that I can just change

But it's in my head and it won't go away

I've tried to take drugs and I've tried to be sane

But the thoughts in my head they just won't go away

I wish I could leave but I wish I could stay

I'm feeling so eager to get out the way

Who do I have tonight

Who do I have tonight

I see reflections in the water

See a parasite

Who do I have tonight

They don't know what's inside

I can't express the way im feeling

Why's it such a fight

Yeah I been workin on breathing

There's a scar on my heart

But no I won't, stop, walking

Til I witness the dawn

Come here close let me tell you

Bout these things that we flaunt

I'll never be, like, them

Until my head becomes dark

Yeah I been workin on breathing

There's a scar on my heart

But no I won't, stop, walking

Til I witness the dawn

Come here close let me tell you

Bout these things that we flaunt

I'll never be, like, them

Until my head becomes dark

j Just leave me out

Leave me in

I'm taking it back

But you bringing it in

I'm losing love

Gaining sin

The ocean is calm and

The tide has reset

I'm feelin clear

Feel alright

The damage has

Taken me over tonight

I don't know why

don't come in

Can't stand the pain

Of the valiant bliss

Who do I have tonight?

Who do I have tonight?