cor.in.valle.liliorum Lyrics

So bless me once before you go

I cannot fix it

Leave it, I'll dismiss it

The ice is melting from the gold

I cannot change it

Leave it on the pavement

My corpse is rotting in grave I've been here

Way too long

My sense of humor fading out in darkness

Take me home

My love respect and trust is valued less than

Sticks and stones

I need her there to teach me what its like to

Live alone

So what the fuck am I supposed to bring

I need to know

Or is there something that I'm doing wrong

I need to know

The flies they take me in to bedlam saying

Welcome home

I've micromanaged every little piece but

Still want more

Fall to grace

I break my head

The silent waves

Crashing on my chest

Locked in light

All I see is dark

Remedy

For a broken heart

So when the owls do their calling I will

Break my fall

Through all the shit that I have been through

I just need to know

How to get out of head

I'm stuck here sweating in bed

Will I ever find my love or will I

Lay here dead

Bring me a reason to keep going I just

Need one more

I need to break out of the cycle need to

Live life full

This shit is stuck in my head

I can't lay it to rest

I miss her more than anyone would know or

Even guess

So bless me once before you go

I cannot fix it

Leave it, I'll dismiss it

The ice is melting from the gold

I cannot change it

Leave it on the pavement

So bless me once before you go

I cannot fix it

Leave it, I'll dismiss it

The ice is melting from the gold

I cannot change it

Leave it on the pavement

My corpse is rotting in grave I've been here

Way too long

My sense of humor fading out in darkness

Take me home

My love respect and trust is valued less than

Sticks and stones

I need her there to teach me what its like to

Live alone

So what the fuck am I supposed to bring

I need to know

Or is there something that I'm doing wrong

I need to know

The flies they take me in to bedlam saying

Welcome home

I've micromanaged every little piece but

Still want more

And as I lay here once more I breathe in the

Subtle undertones of the smoke

Broken down with everything I've ever loved

Once again lost and cold

And even when I break it down

I still see nothing of how I should even being to approach

Maybe this is just how my life is meant to be

I guess we'll never know