Uncertainty (2020) Lyrics

Why is it that time will heal

Is it just that we forget

We don't allow ourselves to feel and not regret

I bury my pain, to run away from my mistakes

Feel the weight of all the choices I don't make

Tried so many times to fight uncertainty

Wish I had strength to say no

I feel I tried a thousand times

I feel I tried a thousand times before

Did I mistake apathy for wisdom

Did my restraint keep me from growing

I've let my strength become my weakness

Please don't give up on me, I won't give up on me

My hope became my misery

An emptiness inside of me and

I'm the only one to blame

My life is mine to reclaim

Action instead of reaction

Is the key to all of this, but it's all easier said than done

I will try

Accepting defeat, not rejecting

Is the only way to strive, the only way to feel alive

I will try

Tried so many times to fight uncertainty

Wish I had strength to say no

I will try a million more

I will try a million more