Eternal Closure (2020) Lyrics

I am always, I am infinite

I waited so long for this

I tried so hard, I saw it all

I drank the blood, I'm immortal

No more a man but still the same skin

Still the same person within

I always heal, but the pain remains

I still feel guilty all the same

I am without future, I am without closure

Trapped in this void for eternity

I've tried to reach the endless light

Instead. all I found was the darkest lie

How long 'til I see the ones I love

Maybe my hope will die someday

Trying so hard not to feel love

It's not really living my way

Everything is possible

Because I have, played this game

I stop aching,then repeat the cycle

I stop aching,then repeat the cycle

My only option is suicide

Through all this mess, I never tried

I don't know why, I don't understand

I don't want my life to end

The joys of life, they still exist

My memories, they still exist

Is the price justified

Is the pain, justified

I am without future, I am without closure

Trapped in this void for eternity

I've tried to reach the endless light

Instead all I found was the darkest lie

How long 'til I see the ones I love

Maybe my hope will die someday

Trying so hard not to feel love

It's not really living my way

My legacy, my greatest gift

Through what I leave, I'll still exist

This life, over

In the end I find closure

My legacy, my greatest gift

Trough what I leave, I'll still exist

My time, to die

Time to let go

Just let go