the symptoms of despair Lyrics

Turn around your families set the table

Time to talk about the words you said

And why you said them the way you did

And I guess that

Nobody knows the way that I feel

When I'm all alone in room with faces that I grew up with

And I'm sorry that I can't

Express the way I feel in person

Sometimes being quiet

Is the only way for the soul to heal

And I don't think that they understand

Cause when I say it I tell them lies

And not what's deep inside

Now they got me singing

I'm sorry for the way that I've been

Over the past year

But I don't think that you'll listen

Even if I were to die tonight

I'm sorry father

I'm sorry mother

But your kid is to afraid to speak these thoughts in person

Now I'm cursed and

Guess I'm better off better off better off dead

I should've kept all of these thoughts inside my head

Now I'm running off running off running off a cliff

I don't want no one to stop me I don't want to see you sad

I break down everything that happens

Not just to me but even to my friends

And I don't think they believe me even when I'm drowning

Why am I drowning

And I don't think that they understand

Cause when I say it I tell them lies

And not what's deep inside now they got me singing

I'm sorry for the way that I've been

Over the past year

But I don't think that you'll listen

Even if I were to die tonight

I'm sorry father

I'm sorry mother

But your kid is to afraid to speak these thoughts in person

Now I'm cursed and