Retrospection Lyrics

I walk down the same street every night

Just to feel some peace and quiet

And the moon looks down on me

Wish I were tall enough to see her really

I play the same four songs over again

To feel the words hit my chest

And I cry when I see a grey car driving past me

I'm a mess, but I loved you the best

And I wish I could hate you better

Do you get ashamed when your mom says my name

Like I'm still in the room

And I wish that you loved me more

All the ways I was torn

In pieces for you

Wish I had held on harder

Where we sat on the fire escape

Did she pull you in or did you pull her

I just sat there in silence, didn't know what to say

And I wish I could hate you better

Do you get ashamed when your mom says my name

Like I'm still in the room

And I wish that you loved me more

All the ways I was torn

In pieces for you

Do you think about it

The last time you felt my presence

We stood on the front steps of your parents old house

The night I found out

Does it make you feel sick

I talk to the moon, tell her all about you

Inferior complex

Do you get ashamed when your mom says my name

I wish I could hate you better

And I wish that you loved me more