eighteen Lyrics

It's the first time in eighteen years where I haven't been home

On November 28th oh how I feel so damn alone

In a building full of people, people that I love

But my sister isn't with me

And I miss her brand of hugs

It's been a while since I saw my brother last

He's been traveling

A semester abroad sounds so magical yet tiring

Cuz I haven't met his girlfriend and I've only seen their love

Through a tiny pixel rectangle, trying to maintain our us

I miss the moon from our backyard porch

I miss the music from moms car speakers

I miss the nights when my past was my present scene

And tomorrow was a far-off daydream

When I brought friends home last Saturday

My dad came to hang out

While he joked he made us cocktails

And I felt so overwhelmed

I was older he was ready to meet all of my people

And serve us alcohol, but there's no problem

I'm legal

I miss the moon from our backyard porch

I miss the music from moms car speakers

I miss the nights when my past was my present scene

And tomorrow was a far-off daydream

I don't want the clocks to turn back

No return ticket back to my town

No, I don't want the clocks back

But maybe one more night

One more night

I miss the moon from our backyard porch

I miss the music from moms car speakers

I miss the nights when my past was my present scene

And tomorrow was a far-off daydream