anybody else Lyrics

I still have laundry on the floor of my room

It's been like that since last Tuesday

I charge my phone every second it's not in use

I can't get caught without the rope to my noose

Because I'm losing myself and I'm watching it all go down

Stuck on the outside

And I'm hating myself

Hate the curves and the outlines

I wish I was somebody else

Anybody else

The kitchen's empty all the hallways unused

I project my thoughts in loudspeakers

Yet I'm the only one that hears them

Only one that's confused

Why do the dark and quiet hours leave me cut open and bruised?

Because I'm losing myself and I'm watching it all go down

Stuck on the outside

And I'm hating myself

Hate the curves and the outlines

I wish I was somebody else

Anybody else

These walls are haunted

My ghosts are wanted for the murder of a girl

Where'd they get the nerve

They play out rewinds in her mind

Make her leave them behind

Make her hate their shape and size

Let her feel so damn despised

Because I'm losing myself

And I'm watching it all go down

Stuck on the outside

And I'm hating myself

Hate the curves and the outlines

I wish I was somebody else