AS I LAY Lyrics

Before I lay my head down in a thousand sheets

I need my flowers while I'm here not after I'm deceased

Before I lay my head down in a thousand sheets

I need my flowers while I'm hear not after I'm deceased

I pray to god that he don't ever turn his back on me

But I already think he turned his back on me

I'll take the risk of dying young as log as I succeed

See being is just a option death is guaranteed

You'll drive yourself insane by stepping in the walks of greed

You best believe I'll reach my peak before I R.I.P

One thing I say about my life I ain't never thought about stopping

Sike nah nigga that's a lie feels like I'm running out of options

Seen my family split apart music took my in for adoption

People die mixing concoctions

So I'll never drink that toxin

I've been thinking bout my momma lately

Yea she still alive but we barely be conversating

Yea your son is good but deep inside he wanna wait woah

Deep inside don't wanna die

Cuz he don't wanna see you cry

So push the suicide aside

Cuz I still hold on to my pride

trailblazing like that nigga Clyde

I'll never let up off my stride

Cuz losing got me petrified

Done cried so much my eyes are dry

I kept my feelings classified

Now all my feelings amplified

I'm strapped in for the fucking ride why

Cuz You'll never know pain till you feel pain like mine

Got nowhere to run to that's why I keep on trying

See this pressure building up I got to on applying so fuck it

Before I lay my head down in a thousand sheets

I need my flowers while I'm here not after I'm deceased

I pray to god that he don't ever turn his back on me

But I already think he turned his back on me

I'll take the risk of dying young as log as I succeed

See being is just a option death is guaranteed

You'll drive yourself insane by stepping in the walks of greed

You best believe I'll reach my peak before I R.I.P

Yeah as I lay my head

Will they ever find me dead

As I lay my head

Will they ever find me dead

Will they find me dead

As I lay my head

Will they ever find me dead

As I lay my head

Only one way in but a million ways to leave

Young nigga with experience don't say that I'm naïve

Fuck the pudding in the proof I don't believe what y'all deceive

Just to sit back and wonder all you niggas is some Steves

It's a ribbon in the sky I'll chase that bitch till I achieve

Independent till I die but where I be without my team

Matted black upon the hearses can lower your self esteem

Don't wanna see my casket early no early departure please

I just live to fill my deeds

Separate my wants and needs

Got to slow down on the weed

So I can move at my full speed

I don't post my whereabouts

So no one can air me out

I can't help I'm paranoid

That paranoia be annoying

But I'd rather be safe then I'd rather be sorry

I just wanna be great I hope that's part of my story

Put my life out at stake so I can get to the glory

And if I do leave out too soon I hope it's fast and not gory