Gemini Twist Lyrics

My mind is running blank as I'm writing this

Only thinking about my Girl and the life I live

I'm I worthy of love?

I doubt it

My conscience is outweighed by the mountain of thoughts

And effort I put in the music

Lucid emotions trying to re-live the moments I felt something

I need her close

But I doubt we'll be together

Coz I'll have to sacrifice the most

Put my music to the side and

Get a 9 to 5

Coz the struggle is depressing

I don't wanna be sad all the time

I just wanna be happy

But happiness comes from within

Inner me is broken

Drowning in the deep end

From tears I never cried

Climbing the steep end

Pray to God I never die

Bonnie and Clyde

She my ride or die

But why I'm I killing myself for the music

Instead

I lie to myself saying that I wanna give her the world

But in reality the admiration keeps me going

A Masochist the pain of the music gives me joy

So enjoy

I'm always second guessing myself I guess it comes with being broken with no one to help

I blame myself

I joke and put up a facade

In reality my world is falling apart

Borderline depressed

Blame it on love and art

But the two don't mix

That's why these feelings hurt

It's the pain of art and joy of love

Like an addict I pray that the next high goes above

I might OD while extensively giving you an insight to the inner me

The enemy of love are the goals I perceive to hold priority

Blinding me from seeing that I can achieve more by giving her the happiness she needs

Indeed the Gemini twist

Is like a curse

Holding onto me

I need my Libra set me free