Perennial Pain Lyrics

I had to sit down rearrange my thoughts

My circle is growing small it's like I have no friends

The road less traveled is the one I'ma take

So Next time we meet, don't ask me how long it'll take

For me to blow up

Hard-work is thrown out as soon as clout come in

Damn does it make sense

I used to have alot of motivation while doing this

Now I'm reminiscing to a time that I used to smile

Perennial pain you can feel it in every line

It's like I'm in denial

But, I shove it aside

They rooting for you but as soon as your tree starts to grow

The green in envy appears on the show

Mama told me you reap what you sow

That's why I'm always low key calculating on my goals

Till I become a G.O.A.T

I'll always keep it on the low

Envy greed deception

It comes with the role

My shoes too big

So don't try to step in

I can do what you do

Even when I'm asleep

But you trying to do what I do

You fail defeat

This is blood sweat and tears

And it don't come cheap

Invested a lot of time

Just to be this big

Manifested all my shine

And it came from within

So please show me how to do it

Coz I'm sick of watching time fly

Please show me how to do it

Coz I'm sick of the sidelines

Please show me how to do it

Coz I'm sick of waiting why lie

I mean it's just the sixth sense

I'm always paranoid

Somehow it don't make sense

I'm scared of failure but my talent so immense

I have the answers but I'm scared of the test

Shit

Yeah

You know sometimes it just feels like this pain is never ending

It feels like you are caught up in this huge bubble of pain

And there's no getting out

Coz every time you make one step forward it feels like you're making

Two steps backwards

And there's actually no light at the end of the tunnel

It's just pure darkness

And you're trying to fight it with all your soul

But it feels like you're trapped in this cage and there's no getting out

Although deep down you know it will end

Coz your intuition is telling you it will end

But it feels like it won't

I had to sit down rearrange my thoughts

Dreaming long term how I'll become a boss

Coz if this music fails I will have taken a loss

And I won't know how to recover from the pain it caused

Damn to keep it real

Rap is all I've known

I've worked my ass off and I still don't have the throne

But is it all in my head I overthink a lot

The future I dread is where I flop

So I sleep one eye open till I get to the top

Every day I'm hoping that I get my shot

And show you what I'm made of coz my talent is raw

Like a Jehovah witness I'll go knocking on doors

If opportunity don't come I'll go looking for sure

And I'm sure I'll find it coz that's for sure

It's my birth right and I gotta get it for sure

It's my birth right and I gotta have it for sure