WASTELAND Lyrics

No more days spent in the wasteland

Many they question but I know that I am half man half amazing

Drink to much sometimes so they always judge and call me a drunk

I'm just a lover boy I paint my nails I'm labeled a punk

If I inject this needle in me will I wake up in morning or will I go into the light

Finally get my sight I been looking for that 2020 vision all my life

I'm on

Thinking that I should turn my pain into love

We party all night hoping that we never wake up

I know the feeling cuz I live it energy yes I feel it

When that person wants you back it's a hell of a feeling

I'll never feel it that's why I drink until I throw up

I must admit I fell victim to the drink in my cup

Numbing pain something you learn as you age and grow up

Waiting for day when I float into the light to get away from this wasteland

I think about dying more often than I think about living

My biggest regret is being gay and falling for many

Who used me as an experiment like chemistry class

And when I tried to get away they would chase and harass

They spread rumors bout the kid when I gave them my heart

Stayed silent knowing information that could f*** them up

The truth comes to light eventually I'm not the bad guy

You play the victim acting hard p**** under disguise

Is it better to speak or die get in the car and ride

And think about every person who truthfully told you lies

Wanting to run and hide when there is no place to run

So rather than living you go and grab your fathers gun and blow on yourself

You sacrificing yourself rather be at peace than be happy i get it myself

Part you had to die so the other part could live

They suck the soul out you cuz all you do is give what they never give back

Uh thinking that I should turn my pain into love

We party all night hoping that we never wake up

I know the feeling cuz I live it energy yes I feel it

When that person wants you back that's a hell of a feeling

I'll never feel it that's why I drink until I throw up

I must admit I fell victim to the drink in my cup

Numbing pain something you learn as you age and grow up

Waiting for day when I float into the light to get away from this wasteland

Thinking that I should turn my pain into love

We party all night hoping that we never wake up

I know the feeling cuz I live it energy yes I feel it

When that person wants you back that's a hell of a feeling

I'll never feel it that's why I drink until I throw up

I must admit I fell victim to the drink in my cup

Numbing pain something you learn as you age and grow up

Waiting for day when I float into the light to get away from this wasteland