Holding On Lyrics

Holding on get's hard when you don't have no grip left

When you don't have no grip left and you're losing control

Trying to breathe gets hard when you don't have no air left

When you don't have no air left and you're dying alone

Ya I ain had grip in awhile

Still having trouble calming down

Still deal with things that had happened I was just a little child

I ain't been happy in awhile

Still lacking love

All my pain drowned by a bottle but the people all around me gon judge

So as I hold this knife in my hand hope the people understand

That I know I ain matter to them much

People always leave

When they see me smile they thinking that I'm okay truth is I'm in need

So many counting on me so I never have time for the grief

Sometimes I forget how to breathe

Would you believe I met someone fell for them hard

But after a couple months chose to leave

Just blame it all on me that's what they do anyway

Even though they know it was them never me

Hopeless ain't the word for the way that I'm feeling

It's Been a couple months since my last intimate dealing

The wine in my cup is the cause of me healing

And also the only reason I'm not hanging from a ceiling

And so it all goes

I'm ready for the die I suppose

I guess I'll never love anymore

Another closed door

Don't know why I'm alive anymore

I look in the mirror and I know that I have to get a grip

Holding on get's hard when you don't have no grip left

When you don't have no grip left and you're losing control

Trying to breathe gets hard when you don't have no air left

When you don't have no air left and you're dying alone