Keeping Crimes ft. D. Horton Lyrics

Is it a crime? Is it a crime that I still want you?

And I want you to want me to

You, you

Hold up, wait a minute

One more time before I fall

One more try with a call

Thought suicide would have solved

All of my problems, thinking goddamn I done gone through it all

I been knocked down, that's why I crawl

I done had bouts with the Lord

I done had doubts in the Lord

Fuck you think I'm biting nails with it for?

Nerves shot like the law did it

Remember when I sang that I'm "Authentic" ?

That's a lie, I fake smiles

Hypocrite, cause I hate liars

Heaven knows I'm a great child with a great mind

But I think violent, I've been irate ten times

Twenty times, no, hundred times

I done had like plenty times to get it right, but I keep the crimes

Fucking up like it's all new

What I'm going through got me in a bind

Can't imagine where I'm at in nine years

Will I still be writing rhymes?

I don't want another dark road with a dark fate like charcoal

Almost had my fucking hard cold like a narco, post-hard coke

Life had me in a hard chokehold then I fold like I'm washed clothes

Rather be the one that makes it through then to be another "Who almost"

Hard no

That's a hard no

Also, I've contemplated giving in

Although my heart, mind, and soul all know

Like dialing the wrong number that's uncalled for

I just keep moving forward

Is that a crime? D Horton, brrrrrddd brrrddd

Play it back

Far too often I've been putting myself to the side when

People need me, I provide them

All that I am, try to guide them

Try deciding who I'd rather save

I remind them when I cried who did I confide in?

Suicide tryna fill my mind when

I felt scared, I felt alone

Eye for an I never shown

Looking out for me, I've never known

Anything was clear when I wasn't strong

Blame me when my trust gone

Main reason my trust gone

Possibly if I was a clone

Probably won't ride til I'm gone

"Maybe I should just decide what I want"

Hands in or hand claps

More bands on my Bandcamp

Or more bands for band camp

Teach the kids art, show em more life

Give em peace of mind, help em see the times

Every single line in the book

Heart stopping crime when you a crook

By design, take a look

Make sure you stay in like a rook

This chess just wait for the hook

Bar set, no debate, you mistook life for a game

Knife for the pain, gun for the kill

Write before you aim

Contemplate one more time

Your conscience is no crime

So think before you lose your mind

D Horton, brrrrrddd brrrrddddd