VOID Lyrics

Swimming through my memories and I've been on the deep end

Diving through what could've been and I've been losing sleep yeah

I need somebody who can fill the void in me, yeah

The void in me, yeah

Swimming through my memories and I've been on the deep end

Diving through what could've been and I've been losing sleep yeah

I need somebody who can fill the void in me, yeah

The void in me, yeah

Days like this I fight thoughts in my head

Can't let go of all the words they said

Round and round the merry go

I waste time and don't feel whole

I've searched far and I've searched low

In places that leave that me cold

To the core and to my soul

Desperate just to reach a goal

I feel my back against the wall

I'm searching in these places that don't help at all

I know God do be watching, I ignore his calls

And I'm the one to blame whenever I fall

I fall in my mistakes

I'm searching after women who can't fill a thing

My motives they gone lead me to a dark place

But I just feel so trapped that I cannot escape, cannot escape

Swimming through my memories and I've been on the deep end

Diving through what could've been and I've been losing sleep yeah

I need somebody who can fill the void in me, yeah

The void in me, yeah

Swimming through my memories and I've been on the deep end

Diving through what could've been and I've been losing sleep yeah

I need somebody who can fill the void in me, yeah

The void in me, yeah

Gotta lotta thoughts in my mind right now

Devil tryna send me to hell right now

If I let these play out scene by scene on movie screens just like the script say

Gotta be careful, let me pray

Before I make a mistake

All the warning signs are clear

I should get away from here, I fear that I won't turn my back

Cause I keep on coming back

Like the flu or like corona

Panic attacks they leave me so afraid

To sleep alone with all my thoughts and dreams

I use things in life as an escape and they be bad for me

Wake up fast, can barely breathe

Someone fill the void for me

So alone inside these 4 walls

I need more community

Need more people that I can call, now you got me on my knees

Asking God to help me to sleep, cause I just can't fall asleep

Medication no longer works

I'm human, yes I bleed

I get lonely, everyone else as well, can't you see

Change your eye prescription today, to clear your vision please

I can't turn my thoughts off at all

Subconscious bothering me at all times because I'm