Pick Up The Phone II Lyrics

Why won't you pick up your phone

I've been calling you on and on and on

I know something's going on, tell me

Exactly what's on your mind

Don't isolate, don't run and hide from me

How will that fix anything, tell me

What's going on

I really wanna talk about what's going on

But you don't ever call me so I hit your line

But you don't reply

Your phone ringing on and on, I'm worried all the time

You won't pick your phone up to tell anybody

Self isolating has become your hobby

I'm no mind reader, can't tell when you're low

Don't shut me out when you're feeling alone

But it's hard I tried, can't tell no lie, yeah

Cause the people who were by my side they left my side yeah

Left me in the past, left me there to crash

On a highspeed highway with my feelings dealing with my past, yeah

I couldn't contemplate anything, I was fighting off a whole bunch of enemies

Some of them demonic entities biting me whenever they got the chance to

Through people I cling to

I regret that I did too

I make mistakes, they cost me a lot

I get lost in my train of thought, yeah yeah yeah

Why won't you pick up your phone

I've been calling you on and on and on

I know something's going on, tell me

Exactly what's on your mind

Don't isolate, don't run and hide from me

How will that fix anything, tell me

Honestly

I cannot dedicate time to wasting my time, cause y'all waste mine

Then tip toe outta my life, I pay the price for abandonment

People tell me how to handle it

I don't got time to back track

I don't get attached that's my bad

Every night that I spend awake I can't get away from repetitive memories

All the mistakes that I made or didn't make sent people far away from me

I cannot handle the downfall

I'm picking up the pieces on the ground

Nobody around to complain to or account for

Got hit with a right hook, southpaw

That hit broke my jaw, it broke my soul and it broke my heart

Almost tore me apart

God was there from the start

Guiding my path so I wouldn't trip up but I built these walls around me

Soundproof, 8 feet deep

Nobody around who could ever hurt me, as long as I keep my distance

But I forgot to mention, that I'm heavily addicted

To isolation, I'm in my safe space

I'm afraid to take a leap of faith

I don't wanna make another mistake

So I set my phone off to the side and let it ring ring until the tone fades

As I reflect upon myself in the mirror, I don't like what I see

I'd rather face these things alone then stand idle as they judge me

I feel all alone, but God is there and he knows that I've treaded here before

I pray that he instills in me the strength I'm looking for

To join back in community, I'm in need of community, community

Why won't you pick up your phone

I've been calling you on and on and on

I know something's going on, tell me

Exactly what's on your mind

Don't isolate, don't run and hide from me

How will that fix anything, tell me