Scars to your beautiful Lyrics

Young man in his own lane

Smoke gas all propane

Still thinking bout the old days

But he say it's too much on his plate

He tired of his probation

Can't show that he's afraid

His lady drive him crazy

He still don't let it phase em

He's living in a maze

But still he won't escape

His friends they jus aquatinces

That's why they throwing shade

I ain't tryna complain I'm just tryna get a real check

Like how he getting seconds I ain't even have a meal yet

It ain't a home if I can't live where my kids at

Holding in depression got a pain where my ribs at

Thinking bout the shit you did to me I wanna flip out

And all the stupid shit you said to me I can't forget bout

Who throwing stones I'll start a fire in a brick house

It's tension in the air hot enough to sweat her wig out

And lately I been taking stuff

Like it make me tough

Can't take enough and now I'm in a bed I ain't making up

And I ain't breaking up

I just need a break for once

Devil tried I took it on the chin I can take a punch

Take a moment reflect

Code of honor respect

Heavy as the crown you wouldn't wear it with a weak neck

The way I shoot the rock who really care about my defense

And pressure make diamonds I'll be shining in the cement

Done struggled all my life u damn right I feel the need to make it

Keep on feeling high when I just wanna feel appreciated

Stayed up out the mix and all my problems got alleviated

Stayed down perfected my craft and they can see the patience

See the growth took the wrong path but I see the road

Found peace in silence now I'm good i'd rather be alone

Niggas can't jus be they self so they'd rather be a clone

Lately I been needing space praying that they leave me alone

Do for everyone and never thought about myself

I was down it was just me so now I'm up and being selfish

And I been on the grind like all the time nobody helped me

If picture worth a thousand memories I'm taking selfies

Chase my dream and just hope that they support it

Ain't just tryna live my life I'm tryna enjoy it

I'm chasing wealth stability they chasing jordans

Barely sleeping thinking how can I get rich before the morning