Self Medication Lyrics

Taking drugs just to ease my pain

Throw it back just to numb my brain

Go to sleep and I do it all again

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Taking drugs just to ease my pain

Throw it back just to numb my brain

Go to sleep and I do it all again

A nigga been living the same I'm ready for change my life's a book and I'm the author

I been really busy these days my bro in the grave and I'm jus wishing I could call em

Everybody being drama

I'm jus tryna be a father

Taking drugs just to make me numb so it seem like I'm unbothered

A nigga been living the same I'm ready for change my life's a book and I'm the author

I been really busy these days my bro in the grave and I'm jus wishing I could call em

Everybody being drama

I'm jus tryna be a father

Taking drugs jus to make me numb so it seem like I'm unbothered

But really I been going through it

Pour my pain out in the music

All the drugs that I'm abusing

They don't kill me first I might do it

Heart cold kuz a bitter bitch blaming me for her misery

Going through it kuz I left her alone ima take her life she take my kids from me

They don't know what struggling did to me

I Said fuck the world niggas dead to me

My heart gone really skipping beats

Drew my pain now they feeling me

I turned the hard times to aggression

Smiling to hide my depression

Drinking to keep me from stressing

The fact that I'm breathing I know it's a blessing

Plenty times that I could've died

Now I'm losing it thinking suicide

But my kids need me daddy ain't weak so I flushed da pills hit my knees and cried

My son scared see it in his eyes tryna show my man that I got his back

Went to jail lost my peace mind nigga came home never got it back

Taking drugs jus to ease my pain

Throw it back jus to numb my brain

Wake up nigga self destruct then I go to sleep do it all again

Taking drugs just to ease my pain

Throw it back just to numb my brain

Wake up nigga self destruct nigga go to sleep do it all again

A nigga been living the same I'm ready for change my life's a book and I'm the author

I been really busy these days my bro in the grave and I'm jus wishing I could call em

Everybody being drama

I'm jus tryna be a father

Taking drugs jus to make me numb so it seem like I'm unbothered

A nigga been living the same I'm ready for change my life's a book and I'm the author

I been really busy these days my bro in the grave and I'm jus wishing I could call em

Everybody being drama

I'm jus tryna be a father

Taking drugs jus to make me numb so it seem like I'm unbothered