The First Born Lyrics

I'm so tired

I wanna rest

I wanna get this off my chest

I'm so tired

I need a break

God knows that I just can't take no more

All of this

Has been starting to weigh on my mind

Feel the pain but I just gotta take my time

It's the C A

M E R

O N

Life changed ever since I picked up the pen

Dropped the first tape way back in 2010

Hold responsibility, word to uncle Ben

The first born, that's a job in itself

Giving help to my sisters at expense of myself

Was a trial, that I had to fail on my own

Now they grown and telling me to get to the throne

Used to think I was alone

Now they got my back every time that I slack off

They see me working they don't let me turn the track off

See me struggle they go in for what the mac cost

We might differ

End of the day they always my sisters

So forgive me if I'm torn

How could I leave them as the firstborn

I'm so tired

I wanna rest

I wanna get this off my chest

I'm so tired

I need a break

God knows that I just can't take no more

All of this

Has been starting to weigh on my mind

Feel the pain but I just gotta take my time

The last son

Been reminded of that

And the pressure of continuing the lineage

If I settle down

And forget all the raps

Would I turn into an everyday citizen

I'm nervous but on the surface, I look calm for real

All my stressing made a habit that was born a skill

I'm torn between leaving it all and staying present

Even on the brightest of days, I see your crescent

Moon knight for your moonlight

My mood bright

Made with the intent to distract whenever the moon bite

Down on me for going against the tide

First born, probably the last to meet the bride

Coulda been more than I am if I had tried

Had to give birth to my faith to kill the pride

I could lie and say it's all technique

But it's really cause the firstborn feeling too weak

I'm so tired

I wanna rest

I wanna get this off my chest

I'm so tired

I need a break

God knows that I just can't take no more

All of this

Has been starting to weigh on my mind

Feel the pain but I just gotta take my time

Now I lay me down to sleep

Pray to lord for my soul to keep

If this is who I'm supposed to be

God will you keep on blessing me

Now I lay me down to sleep

Pray to lord for my soul to keep

If this is who I'm supposed to be

God will you keep on blessing me

I wanna

I wanna

I wanna

I wanna get this off my chest

I wanna

I wanna

I wanna

I wanna get this off my chest

I wanna

I wanna

I wanna

I wanna get this off my chest

I wanna

I wanna

I wanna

I wanna get this off my chest