Love, Cameron Lyrics

What happens if I leave it all right now

At the end of the day

It is what it is

I been working on this letter since Dear Whoever

I was in a darker place but now I'm feeling better

Been drinking water it describes the way I'm flowing now

The way I'm writing this feel like the book is closing now

Like 50 chapters but I feel like I am just beginning

So why my happiness concluding like the film is ending

Probably cause I'm lost, trynna find my place

Against my better judgment, I started to show my face

I can trace all of my pain back to a day

Dwelling in the past can't fix nothing today

I pray that Cha get all of her prayers answered

And Chop start sending youth to study out at Stanford

And my mom get grandkids and travel around the world

My dad is proud of me and both of his little girls

I danced around feelings of grannies clutching they pearls

And old heads who favorite rappers got jheri curls

Now I'm 1033 people looking at me

State of the world can't compare to anything that I've seen

I can't sleep

Scared that I'll die again

Know that I be failing but I'm scared if I try again

Then I'll

Start to lose respect that I gained

And I'll just be another failure that be rapping in shame

This not a game

My life on the line

If you care just give me a sign

Love Cam

Pick up the phone

Confessing my wrongs

Can't die alone

I hope God don't take me soon

But these days I treat every one of these like it's my last

I been fighting with some things

And I'm really trynna get a grasp on it but

I'm still human at the end of the day

If I leave it all right now