wish we never happened Lyrics

I'm anxious, angry,

I hate being mad

But you wasted one year

I'll never have

Cuz you ruined my life

When you tore me in half

Now I spend all all my time

Just tryna get back

To the way things were

Before I knew your name

Cuz no matter the distance

It's not enough space

Now i'm sick of hearing

Everyone say

I'll be so much stronger

Once I make it

Through this

But the truth is

I wish we never happened

I wish we never met

I wish u were just some messed up dream

I made up in my head

I wish we never happened

And I could just forget

I've been looking for a silver lining

Haven't found it yet

I wish you never

Never stopped me walking

Right down the street

Because ever since then,

You're all that I see

Hate explaining you to

Every person I meet

All the time & the energy

It's taking me to get

Through this

Yeah the truth is

I wish we never happened

I wish we never met

I wish u were just some messed up dream

I made up in my head

I wish we never happened

And I could just forget

I've been looking for a silver lining

Haven't found it yet

I wish we never

Happened, ohh

I wish we never

Happened, ohh

I'll smile because it's over

Cry because it happened

I've been needing closure

Like a physical reaction

Looking for a reason

Not to wish we never happened

Wish we never happened

Wish we never happened

Smile because it's over

Cry because it happened

I've been needing closure

Like a physical reaction

Looking for a reason

Not to wish we never happened

Wish we never happened

Wish we never happened

I wish we never happened

I wish we never met

I wish u were just some messed up dream

I could wake up & forget

Wish it wasn't traumatic

And I didn't have regrets

I've been looking for a silver lining

Haven't found it yet