Ruin My Life Lyrics

You're in the bills I pay my therapist

You're in the extra weight around my hips

You're in the pills I carry in my purse

The reason I became an introvert

I've done everything that I could do

But the voice in my head talks like you

And you don't have a clue

No it's not fair

You'll never apologize

No you don't care

I can't even sleep at night

(While you're alright)

I spent all of last year just tryin to forget

All the backhanded shit that you said oh

No it's not fair

You don't even realize

You're still finding ways to ruin my life

Yeah you still ruin my life

You're in the tears that fill my coffee cup

The extra heartbeat when someone brings u up

You're in the way I'm scared to drive home too late

You're in the pity on everybody's face

And I know you think it's all my fault

And I guess that's why you never call

Cuz you don't have clue

No it's not fair

You'll never apologize

No you don't care

I can't even sleep at night

(While you're alright)

I spent all of last year just tryna to forget

All the backhanded shit that you said oh

And it's not fair

You don't even realize

You're still finding ways to ruin my life

Yeah you still ruin my life

It's gets better it gets better

That's what everybody said

Not forever not forever

That's what everybody said

I've tried to get you off my mind

what a waste of time

It's gets better it gets better

That's what everybody said

Not forever not forever

That's what everybody said

I've tried to get you off my mind

But you're still finding ways to ruin my life

Yeah you still ruin my life