Shadow Boxing ft. V47KO Lyrics

Ladies and gentleman

Welcome to tonight's main event

We have the shadow boxing match of the century

In this corner coming in with 20 wins and zero losses, we have Naes' shadow (Ayo)

And in the other corner, we have zero winds and 20 losses Naes (Ayo yo yo)

Ladies and gentlemen this is gonna be a good fight tonight

Grab the popcorn it's gonna be a good one (Yeah yeah)

I'm doing circles in my head

Going back and forth from loving life

And wishing I was dead, I can't remember where I've been

It's crazy cus I'm sober but I'm so alone so as I'm getting closer

To the end, there won't be anyone to remember me then

Yeah so when it's over, know it was just me and my pen, no four-leaf clover

I'm tired of going over hypotheticals in my head

It's some radical thoughts I'm having

I'm being chased by a shadow of a man who doesn't wanna have on

(Doesn't wanna have one)

I don't think I wanna have one

I'm, shadow boxing

I'm looking in the mirror

I should have known I'd lose my self-control at the start of every year

Can't fucking face my fears

I let it eat me up inside, I crawl away, I fucking hide

It's only in my head and it would go away if I

Fuck it I think I'm trying

Fucking up I'm losing my mind and it's my shadow that I can't seem to hide from

I don't wanna have one

I wanna knock his ass out

I'd like for him to leave me alone so I could get back now

Back to myself, I've gone off the tracks now

He's choking my ass out

I can only see black now

Fade, fade

Shadow boxing, fade

Fade fade fade

I'm shadow boxing, fade

I'm shadow boxing

I'm shadow boxing, fade

I'm shadow boxing, fade

Fade fade fade

I'm shadow boxing, fade, fade

Yeah

I ran myself my fade

Leaving scars on my wrist and legs

I can't cope to save myself

I'm tryna find my way

I may be too far gone it's just the shadow in my place

My problems taken over me, I'm sleeping through the day

And staying up at night like I'm nocturnal in a way

I'm just in my way

Don't look at my chest, I got some scabs that's here to stay

It's fucking up my days

The bags beneath my eyes, and the streaky red lines

Make it look like I'm high, I'm not

Maybe if I died, they'd be shocked

Or maybe not

I'd be lying if I said I didn't have some of those thoughts

Can you blame me for crying

I blame myself for crying

I blame myself for never really trying, anxiety got me feeling like I'm dying

I know I'm more than what I think of myself, he wasn't lying

I thought he was part lion

But lions all have shadows too, and some of them are giant

But shadow boxing in these trying times,

Feels like a waste of mine and everybody's time

But if I give up I'll never see the sunshine, yeah

Fade, fade, fade

I'm shadow boxing, fade

Fade

I'm shadow boxing, fade

Fade

I'm shadow boxing, fade

Fade, fade, fade