21 Freestyle ft. What? Lyrics

Yeah

Yeah

I took a break

But now I'm back

I lived my life but I'm back to these raps

I know that you miss me, saying "where Naes at"

"Where is my favorite artist, he's trying the hardest to get on the top"

Tryna stay relevant, trying to drop

Every week or two uh

Stay on my Ps and Qs uh

I've been enjoying myself

Tryna repair my emotional health

Tryna break out of this shell

Tryna fight through all my personal hells

Things I've been dealing with, things that I've dealt

I know that you see it through uh

Don't worry I see it too uh

I have been self-aware

I have been tryna care

I have been trying to see through all that lying that I am

I ain't a lion

I'm lacking courage

I'd like to be brave, I'd like to flourish

Need to act my age

I've been careless, I've been stressing, I might perish

I might go see the sun uh

I just might be the one uh

I need to, uh uh uh

I don't need breaks

I just need gas

And that is expensive, I don't have the cash

I don't wanna crash

I don't wanna see my life flashing, ashes burn

Blow out the candles

I'm turning twenty, one, one, one

And birthdays you don't like birthdays

No

No, not into that

No

Um

We came here not knowing that we were gonna die, somebody told us that

If we never knew we were gonna die, we wouldn't celebrate a birthday

But isn't it nice to celebrate the day you's born

I'll celebrate the day I die

Oh 'cus you're gonna move on to the next path in life

Yes

Yeah, yeah

And as of right now

I've still got a mind to lose

I don't know how long that's gonna last at least, it's mine to lose

I still got time to choose

Choose to be happy but I'm stupid, I can't find the clues

And that just makes me, sad to tell the truth, it makes me glad to know I'm foolish

I don't wanna know everything, I just don't wanna lose it

Yeah

It's hard to know I'm foolish

But ignorance is bliss, so I think I like being stupid, yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah

And nothing changed, but everything is different

The way I see the world is often negative, I'm tripping

I know there is so much love but I can't seem to get it

Why am I who I am, why do I watch me die inside

I will be my own end, my whole damn life is down upside

A storm is in my heart

My brain is telling lies

Why am I who I am

Why aren't I who I'm not