growing pains Lyrics

I was sleepless for some days

Broke down in cry and rage

Failed in classes

Getting laughed at

I felt stranded

Lots of hate

Barked the wrong tree

Got in fights

Tried to sacrifice my life

Went to rehab had a relapse

Strugglin with joys in mind

Searchin for somethin I didn't know

Pickin up from bone to bone

Trynna find the

Defining pieces of my life that were unknown

Didn't really know the dials

Certain of life I had my doubts

Trynna climb back on my feet I

Felt I could just hit this mile

So I'm lying down defeat

Can't go back to yesterday

I've been look forward into future but all I see is gray

Where the horizon meets the peak

Is where my mind drift off to space

Cause I can't wrap my head around the fact of how long things just fade

Didn't know my whereabouts

I been losin out myself

Thousand feet high

Couldn't pickup where I'm to goin south

Couldn't find home the other day

Feelin broken only aches

In then end I know it's fixed

I try

It's only growing pains

Freshman year came n left

I made a couple friends

Then we got crazy

Memories I wont ever forget

Then the pandemic hit

It broke us up a few

But we held firm cause I care about the ones who hold true

Graduation we split

My whole structure fled

Was left to await college while maintaining distance with friends

I got my girlfriend though

So I think I'll be alright

It gets really hard but the future pretty high

So I'm lying down defeat

Can't go back to yesterday

I've been look forward into future but all I see is gray

Where the horizon meets the peak

Is where my mind drift off to space

Cause I can't wrap my head around the fact of how long things just fade

Didn't know my whereabouts

I been losin out myself

Thousand feet high

Couldn't pickup where I'm to goin south

Couldn't find home the other day

Feelin broken only aches

In then end I know it's fixed

I try

It's only growing pains

Didn't know my whereabouts

I been losin out myself

Thousand feet high

Couldn't pickup where I'm to goin south

Couldn't find home the other day

Feelin broken only aches

In then end I know it's fixed

I try

It's only growing pains