45 days Lyrics

I've been waiting for awhile

Trynna balance life chores while I move on

Here I stay holdin fake smiles

Cause I can't conceive

That my struggles still mount

Despite my works n all

Though it's in good grace

Finding inner peace

Cause I gotta keep me

Some level headed sane no

I got stuck up on that wave

Couldn't get back down

Screamin up in danger

Help all around oh

Then I saw the light shine right before me

And It took probably like

45 days getting up in the mornin

45 nights while the rain still pourin

45 tries but I gotta keep goin

At the end of the sky I find reasons for growin

45 days getting up in the mornin

45 nights while the rain still pourin

45 tries but I gotta keep going

At the end of the sky I find reasons for growin

Couple hours tick by yet I'm waitin

Feelin short like a fuse out of patience

Lack of trust building up in my basement

Cause life's a bitch coming up when it caves in

Feels like I'm stuck inside these walls

Like there's no escape

Pressure from life painting

A canvas of me

Drownin in the sea

From a tidal wave woah

I got stuck up on that wave

Couldn't get back down

Screamin up in danger

Help all around oh

Then I saw the light shine right before me

And It took probably like

45 days getting up in the mornin

45 nights while the rain still pourin

45 tries but I gotta keep goin

At the end of the sky I find reasons for growin

45 days getting up in the mornin

45 nights while the rain still pourin

45 tries but I gotta keep goin

At the end of the sky I find reasons for growin

I've been waiting

Been awhile

Minutes by buildin up like a giant

Hesitatin with a smile move on, move on

So I've been hintin life will go my way

Those that oppose can go get back to their old groove

Maybe far away some lightyears that won't stop me from goin thru

You thought I was frontin oh

No no