i wish i was honest with my mom like i am to my mic Lyrics

Okay I know you're no good for me

Or i'm no good for you

And I always say i'm sorry

Even if I never do what you think I do

Im ashamed of showing you the real me

Guess that explains why you never hear me

Guess that explains why you never hear me yeah

Momma told me boy just wait until you're older

Then you'll see the problems that you always been ignoring

Okay yeah i'm sorry I don't mean to be a bother

I rely on you more than I do with my own father

You been taking care of me for my whole life

Sacrificed your teenage years and all your peers just so I could have mine

And sometimes I feel like a dick for taking all that for granted

And I been trying so damn hard to make you proud or understand this

Ill make it right

Ill make it right

Ill make it right I know

And I did it to myself i'm in love with self sabotaging

I made a promise to you and me that Id make it happen

But just like everything else in my life its fucking snapping

Like boy what happened to you you lost all your confidence

Ill tell yo ass a secret if you can keep that shit in confidant

I was heading down the wrong path right now i'm tryna fix that

It don't matter what you did before it matters what you do today

Oh you're so fucking superficial

Oh yeah I hate it and I love it thats the issue