about myself Lyrics

Seems like everything about me is a mystery

I talk in circles

Spin you 'til you're dizzy enough

And yet everyone around me has me figured out

Until they ask me what I'm thinking about

And I'll say I don't know what I could tell you about me

I'm simpler than the bees who make honey

And if I let you believe in me you'll see

I'm more complicated than a tree shedding its leaves

My highs are bright metal reflecting light in the desert

But my lows are

Cold as a blizzard

So don't make me open up about the things I don't even

Know about myself

When I see an idea walking right in front of me

I try to catch it

Patch it up but it scars me instead

So I'll ghost my friends, avoid amends with sanity

Or haunt my own mind 'til I find a place to start anew

And I'll say I don't know what I should tell you about me

I'm softer than the greed that comes with money

But if I let you believe in me

You'll see that

I'm more complicated than paper origami

My highs are bright like the moon at night on the ocean

But my lows are slow

Backward motion

So don't make me open up about the thing I don't even

Know about myself

I just wanna know when a new version of myself will be ready

So I can remember what daydreams feel like when I'm rolling steady

I just wanna know if that version of me will feel

Comfortable finally

So I can rely on the people around me and actually agree that

I know what I could tell you about me

I'm simpler than the thoughts that cloud my dreaming

And if I let me believe in me I'll know that

I'm more complicated than a rhyme without a reason

My highs are bright they wake me up at night with the feeling

That my lows are low so that I don't hit the ceiling

But don't make me open up about the thing I don't even

Know about myself

Yet