my blessing, my curse Lyrics

Tell me that you need me, say that you're wrong

Make it feel like everything wasn't all for naught

Even though I can't sleep, sing me your lies

Anything to ease the pain, don't say your goodbyes

Now I'm at the empty parking lot

Where we kissed, where we touched, fell in love

Slowly falling out, found myself at your front door

Cause it's you who fills my void

I know I'll get burned if I'm feeding this fire

At least it's always warm

Burn a little hotter and I'll feel alive

It comforts me inside

Smoke and ash in my lungs

Keep me up, keep me numb

You make me feel okay

You're my blessing, my curse

I'm for sure cause it hurts

Don't leave me here alone

So why is my heart on fire, when I am next to you

Addicted to the need for you

I know that I'm a fool

So why

Why do I stay here