heartbreak veteran Lyrics

Wake up with a heavy heart everyday

Shoulder all the burdens, scale remains the sme

Why can't it tell me

Why won't it tell me

The weight of my mistakes

"What doesn't kill only makes you stronger"

But all I am is number

Wish I didn't meet you then

'Cause maybe I'd still have a heart that wasn't scarred

Oh oh oh

Is this another heartbreak

How many times I've cried, how many times I've died

I, I've lost count for you

All of the nights alone, scratching my way to bone

But the pain is gone, pain is gone

No I can't recount the times

Said they love me but they never do

No I can't stand on my own

Someone break my walls

Cause I've been forsaken, need someone to take in

Again, again, again

I'm used to the heartache, used to the heartbreak

Again, again, again

So what about, what about forever

Did you only say the things I wanna hear

Fuck every time it's always lies

Never, never wanna show all your cards

Don't play me but I know you will

You're not the first or the last one

You're not the first or the last one at all

Just another, a lover next on a long list

Can't trust another, I'm sick and tired of all of this

Oh oh oh

Is this another heartbreak

How many times I've cried, how many times I've died

I, I've lost count for you

All of the nights alone, scratching my way to bone

But the pain is gone, pain is gone

No I can't recount the times

Said they love me but they never do

No I can't stand on my own

Someone break my walls

Cause I've been forsaken, need someone to take in

Again, again, again

I'm used to the heartache, used to the heartbreak

Again, again, again