Growing Up Lyrics

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I guess i can say that this is a chance, To actually tell you my story

Everything i went through

Everything I've felt

Its really not that easy

But ill do whatever it takes to make The most out of each day

Ricardo’s my name

But i like to be called Ricky

I was born in the hospital Mercy

I went to a lot of hospitals to find out What was wrong with me

I was in a hurry at University Of Chicago, where i got surgery

I was only 2 yea my parents were Worried

I almost died early, but god told me i Was worthy

Later on i was praying asking for Mercy

Cuz i never knew that this was gonna Be a rough journey

I grew up, in the suburbs of Chicago

Raised poorly cold like we were in Moscow

I was held stable living in a small Apartment warming up from the Stove

Moving often till we ended up in a Basement that we borrowed

I failed preschool i couldn't speak and Understand a lot of spanish

I had trouble comprehending felt too Anguish

Always quiet never made a lot of Friends

I've been made fun of mostly my Whole life with no dents

It seems like this, where i was sent And i just want this to end

My whole life's been crazy growing Up

Another day to live without any luck

I say I never had it easy growing up

But i ain't never ever giving up

My whole life's been crazy growing Up

Another day to live without any luck

I say I never had it easy growing up

But i ain't never ever giving up

I've been scarred with a scar on my Stomach

Years later i felt pain in my heart

Arrhythmias what i have and some

Day i can be having a heart attack

Like what every girl does ripping my Heart apart

I fought through life, that's why i die Hard

Always tried to fit in but i was just an Odd number

I tried to stay even, but i wasn't Popular

Mostly got C’s and F’s, never made it In honors

These bullies that made me look Filthy were hard to conquer

Minooka had some petty preppies

People walked on me, like a Worthless penny

Freshman year i kept ignoring Negative talk from many

I was tired of everything i saw mostly Everyone, as my enemy

All the pain and struggles and Embarrassment

Living independent, I'm intelligent

Analitical thinking what others think But i was still irrelevant

Days got critical i faced bad Judgement

I never listened cuz, i was just too Arrogant

My whole life's been crazy growing Up

Another day to live without any luck

I say I never had it easy growing up

But i ain't never ever giving up

My whole life's been crazy growing Up

Another day to live without any luck

I say I never had it easy growing up

But i ain't never ever giving up

All this nonsense stopped

Moved again problems started Nonstop

What a disaster time wasn't going Faster tick tock

Gave my heart away and i got ripped Off

I'm pissed off felt the blame and the shame i stayed the same like a broken Clock

Respect was not a thing that i Claimed to unlock

Knock knock, not a single door Opened as i walked

In my life with no opportunities I've Came across a road block

Feels like i lost, now i'm having Writers block

2013 i was having a hard time all the Time

Losing control with anger, sadness, And depression all at once combined

I went to Linden Oaks, that's where i Was assigned

To go i barely passed high school College was a place i went to find

Look at this timeline i created

Most of my memories i hated

My history is a misery i lived it Complicated

Being isolated from this world and Contaminated air i just deflated

People try to test me but i cant be Dissipated

My whole life's been crazy growing Up

Another day to live without any luck

I say I never had it easy growing up

But i ain't never ever giving up

My whole life's been crazy growing Up

Another day to live without any luck

I say I never had it easy growing up

But i ain't never ever giving up