Bad Memories Lyrics

I've been fucked up in my head

All these bad memories I can't forget

Remember all the times you layed in my bed

Telling me things I wish weren't just said

I've been fucked up in my head

All these bad memories I can't forget

Remeber all those times you lied in my bed

Telling me things I wish were unsaid

So whose to blame

Is it me?

I must be the one ashamed

Cause I believed everything you had to say to me

Didn't know it was make believe

And now im stuck here in a room

With nothing left but my misery

But that's nothing new to me

I was raised in a world I wasn't suppose to be

Family stabbed my back more then my enemies

And people see publicity

Then act like that they're friends with me

Relations always fail thats just a trend we see

People up and leave when they see there's nothing left in me

But what I saw in you in something I won't see for eternity

Had to go on my own quest

I just ain't up and leave

Something are just meant to be

But i had to get this off my chest

I got a call the other day that my grandma passed

And ever since then i feel my foots been on the gas

And I can't seem to steer

But I hope i won't crash

But if I do at least I know im heaven sent

At least I know my angels watching me

Save me from the evil every day that i can't see

And even when I feel lonely

Lift me off my feet

With the stars is where im bound to be

I told you about my visions

You told me they're guaranteed

Cause its better to be a lion in this life then a sheep

I've been fucked up in my head

All these bad memories I can't forget

Remember all the times you layed in my bed

Telling me things I wish weren't just said

I've been fucked up in my head

All these bad memories I can't forget

Remeber all those times you lied in my bed

Telling me things I wish were unsaid