painkillers. Lyrics

I don't wanna stay

I don't wanna stay awhile

Ever since I had you

I don't need no painkillers no more

I thought you were different

But then you went and slammed the door in my face

And right there I had to learn to erase

All the past pain that I kept in my face

Like a junkie with a needle, it drives me insane

Drives me insane

I've been lost in the wild

I've been lost in the wild

I've been lost

I've been lost in the wild

I'm tryna find which way to go

And if I died tomorrow

Who's going to make a sappy post

My heart is screaming no

every moment I'm alone

I regret letting go

I regret letting go

I'm tryna embed it in stone

and bet all odds against someone who you'd just cloned

Feeling so empty in this city I call home

I gotta get out of here

I gotta go a different road

Ever since I had you

I don't need no painkillers no more

I thought you were different

But then you went and slammed the door in my face

And right there I had to learn to erase

All the past pain that I kept in my face

Like a junkie with a needle it drives me insane

Drives me insane

Strangers surrounding

I swear that they're coming

I won't ever make it up out this place

Loneliness creeping

Regrets never leaving

I swear that I won't ever escape

And if I do I have some promises I'll have to break

Wishing I could take these moments and choose to replay

Everything you said to me

Things that you ain't mean to say

Now I can't take it back now

Ever since I had you

I don't need no painkillers no more

I thought you were different

But then you went and slammed the door in my face

And right there I had to learn to erase

All the past pain that I kept in my face

Like a junkie with a needle it drives me insane

Drives me insane