biggest lie Lyrics

I'm tired of today

I woke up weak, shoulders heavy, feelin like they made of apes

Tired of the words they say

They never fail to bring me down

Except for my ex when she talking she be looking like a clown

I guess that brings me joy to my joyless life

And this life that she wants doesn't know is made of ice

I look at you and think "I wish that you were mine"

I look at everyone thinking "she messed up my life"

And she ain't even present

If you look you'll get the message

That I hate you, weren't a blessing

My entire soul infected

Satanist, so love neglected

Satanist, no love can't catch it

Satanist that broke my heart and that right there my biggest lesson

Oh, when you're gone I tell you it's all gon be fine

And when you go to leave I tell you it's gon be alright

You're always there for me when I be hurting deep inside

But that right there is my biggest lie

Oh, my hate for you grows in everyday

If you were right in front of me I'd spit up in your face

Cause girls like you are evil such a big disgrace

So now that you're gone get lydia off my page

Let me take you to my place

I remember having lots conversations with ms case

Talking about how i'm misplaced

And every one of my mistakes

And I guess it got me happy that i'm opening my cage

I'm tired of the hiding

With all my secrets that i've been guiding might as well be ghost writing

Marcus blocked me, no confiding

But it's okay

I used to live inside the shade

There is no way

That you love me

Oh, when you're gone I tell you it's all gon be fine

And when you go to leave I tell you it's gon be alright

You're always there for me when I be hurting deep inside

But that right there is my biggest lie

Oh, my hate for you grows in everyday

If you were right in front of me I'd spit up in your face

Cause girls like you are evil such a big disgrace

So now I've said my side get lydia off my page

Get her off my page

You little maggot