Solitaire (Original Mix) Lyrics

I'm so tired of the temporary

I've said my last goodbye now

'Cause I am falling and no one's even watching

I have to catch myself somehow

Am I a shade, am I a ghost

What's the matter with my innermost

All these feelings that I won't show

All these people that I've let go, and

I don't wanna be alone, but I always run away

'Cause they can't ever leave me, if they don't ever stay

So I guess that I'm never really gonna fit in

And I guess I don't really care

'Cause I guess when it comes down to it

I don't mind playing solitaire

That game's fair

I can live my life all by myself

But I don't wanna lose anymore

Lose anymore

Lose anymore

Lose anymore

Lose anymore

I'm not sorry for the things it taught me

But I'm not going back again

'Cause I'm still bleeding from the knife in my skin

By someone who I called friend, oh

Am I a shade, am I a ghost

What's the matter with my innermost

All these feelings that I won't show

All these people that I've let go, and

I don't wanna be alone, but I'm gonna walk away

'Cause they can't ever hurt me, if they were never there in the first place

So I guess that I'm never really gonna fit in

And I guess I don't really care

'Cause I guess when it comes down to it

I don't mind playing solitaire

That game's fair

I can live my life all by myself

But I'm not gonna lose anymore

Lose anymore

Lose anymore

Lose anymore

Lose anymore

Lose anymore

Lose anymore

Lose anymore

Lose anymore