Spoilers Lyrics

No

I don't miss the boy who missed my birthday party

But made sure he was at his girl best friend's

I don't miss the boy who used me for my body

Empty sorrys, broken pinky promises

I don't miss the boy who dropped my hand

As soon as all his friends walked in

Said I wasn't his priority

Don't miss the boy I drove around

A secret life he'd leave me out of

But I miss him loving me

It was just a dream

But I begged to believe

And I believed

Boy I believed

I don't miss the boy who told me that he loved me

When we drove home from the party

Stayed up late in my car talking

Look up, see his roommates watching

When they came up to accost us

He told me wait in the car but

When I got out, try and talk

He told me I was being hostile

Funny looking back now

When they've sold him out

Sascha, he told me he needed me

Otherwise we'd both agree

All the times I thought I'd leave

But your son sobs apologies

Nate, maybe you would understand

He calls you a religious man

And watching him fall into darkness

Kills me when I know the plan

And all the traitors, Pharisees,

Who added to his living hell

Lovely you can see my side

But you're worse than what you've dispelled

And everyone who wants the story

Look at how you see me now

Would anyone who loves you

Take great lengths to go and sell you out?

Do I miss him loving me

It was just dream

But I begged to believe

And I believed

Boy I believed

Go ahead and call it blackmail

Let me clarify one thing

Can't afford to pay a twenty

Can't afford to cheat off me

Campus never threw him out

And that's my generosity

I gave it back

He still found ways to rip me down to mere debris

All that safety, just a scam

As much as I hate oxygen

If breathing would just kill me faster

Wouldn't see another man

But in this life you win and lose some

I don't know who's losing more

He lost me, I nearly lost it

That's a fairly even score

There is no ROI in this

He sunk the costs below the grave

The final nail was realizing

It wasn't love in the first place

This was never for my image

This is for my sanity

I know that I'm a psychopath

You would be too if you were me

I don't miss him loving me

'Cause it was just a dream

But I begged to believe

And I believed

And they believed

We all believed

And now I see

And that spoiled it for me

'Cause if you really loved it

You wouldn't have to save it

If it's already burning

There ain't no use in praying

Drop it from a great height

Get out your knife

Hang it out to dry

You gotta let it

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