If I Die Today Lyrics

If I die

Tell my closest that I love them

If they knew they knew

The pain became too much to bear

If I go

Please know that I was ready

I just couldn't do it no more

Please don't think that I don't care

If I die

Please learn the skills so you can let go

I don't want you to cry

I'm gonna be happier somewhere else

If I go

Please just try to move on

You know that I don't think I'm worth it

This pain I've been in is hell

If I die today

Please know that my pain was too massive

If I die today

Please know that my thoughts held me captive

If I die today

The reasons why are in the music

If I die today

Please remember

Remember me fondly

If you remember at all

I hope you felt the love that I had

If you could pierce through my walls

Remember me laughing

On the days it wasn't forced

Please know that I'm sorry

For whatever it's worth

If I die

By hundred pills or hopping buildings

I just couldn't fight anymore

Please don't think it was you

If I go

I'll make sure no one's around

I'll let a stranger find my body

Know that I'll miss you too

If I die today

Please know that my pain was too massive

If I die today

Please know that my thoughts held me captive

If I die today

The reasons why are in the music

If I die today

Please remember

Remember me fondly

If you remember at all

I hope you felt the love that I had

If you could pierce through my walls

Remember me laughing

On the days it wasn't forced

Please know that I'm sorry

For whatever it's worth

I'm closing the curtains

I'm just going to sleep

There won't be an encore

The target is me

I'm closing the curtains

Please just let me die

There won't be an encore

Don't watch the life leave my eyes

Remember me fondly

If you remember at all

I hope you felt the love that I had

If you could pierce through my walls

Remember me laughing

On the days it wasn't forced

Please know that I'm sorry

For whatever it's worth

I'm sorry to my friends

And I'm sorry to my parents

I wish it wasn't like this

But to me it's so apparent

To the men I have loved

Know every word was true

And as I slip away

Know that I am crying too

Know that I am crying too

Because I'll miss you