The Bottle/Freedom Lyrics

I got love-hate relationship

With my own demise

Need to be baptized

Chastised

And exorcised

For the shit that I advertised

And the women I womanized

And the people I jeopardized

I just want to emphasize I apologize

Ill-advised by the role models I glamorized

My childhood was compromised

I was told to drink the bottle

I was told to be a playa

I was told to be a hater

Didn't know what I was becoming

Til I looked into the mirror

And saw a bottle of nothing

A reflection of generational curse

Of diving into the bottle until nothing hurts

Expect the truth in this verse

Should I blame the bottle

Or should I blame myself

Should I blame the bottle

Or should I blame myself

Should I blame the bottle

Or should I blame myself

As a cry out for help

Succumbing to the darkness in the abyss

As I fall off the cliff into my thoughts

The more I think

The more I get lost into to thinking everything my fault

Like when I was young and couldn't stop my

The more I think it's my fault

The more the anxiety grips me and locks in deep in my vault

The more time I spend in my vault

The more I wanna grab the bottle cause that's my default

The more I grab the bottle the more

I want to end it all that's why the in the end the bottle is my downfall

Should I blame the bottle

Or should I blame myself

Should I blame the bottle

Or should I blame myself

Should I blame the bottle

Or should I blame myself

As a cry out for help

I got a love-hate relationship

With my own demise

Need to be baptized

Chastised

And exorcised

For the shit that I advertised

And the women I womanized

And the people I jeopardized

I just want to emphasize I apologize

Ill-advised by the role models I glamorized

My childhood was compromised

I was told to drink the bottle

I was told to be a playa

I was told to be a hater

Didn't know what I was becoming

Til I looked into the mirror

And saw a bottle of nothing

A reflection of generational curse

Of diving into the bottle until nothing hurts

Expect the truth in this verse

Should I blame the bottle

Or should I blame myself

Should I blame the bottle

Or should I blame myself

Should I blame the bottle

Or should I blame myself

As a cry out for help

I pray for freedom from pain

Freedom from doubt

Freedom from shame

Freedom from blame

Freedom from shit I done overcame

I can't live in the past and present this shit gotta change

Cause life is like a game

And I'm chasing hall of fame

So I gotta change my lane

And take off like a plane

As a touch the sky

And grasp my dreams that I attain

I pray for freedom from pain

Freedom from doubt

Freedom from shame

Freedom from blame

Freedom from shit I done overcame