If I Pray Lyrics

If I pray for better days

If I pray for better ways

As the time heals the pain

And the rain wash the pain

Will the sunshine come and burn all my sins away

I question that I ask myself like every fucking day

Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death !

I will fear no evil !

Gotta live life to the fullest it doesn't come with no sequels

So at the end of the day imma love my people

Should I question my faith if I never saw god

Should I fall to my knees if my prayers never answered

Should I blame god if my momma die from cancer

These are the question that always go unanswered

Survivor's guilt of not being ignorant for bliss

As a fall is the abyss and reminiscence on times of my innocence

It's my diligence to be villainous and vigilant

A imminence to wickedness

Three million dead and all we got was a stimulus

Charged to Live of stolen land of the indigenous

But y'all don't wanna hear that shit

Life is magnificent

All need is religion

And a degree certificate

Too show I'm a certified participant and sophisticated citizen

You can't even comprehend that predicament

That Sallie Mae gon make sure they get they shit

While you making equivalent to the average working citizen

So I had a decision keep going to college

Or ride my dreams of living life rapping off different instruments

If I pray for better days

If I pray for better ways

As the time heals the pain

And the rain wash the pain

Will the sunshine come and burn all my sins away

I question that I ask myself like every fucking day

I pray these bars get farther then Chicago

As people listen to my message from Santiago to the Congo

And can relate to my struggle and hustle

Days when you working a double

Days when yo tears can fill up a puddle

Days when you had to tussle bare knuckle

Just know I understand and we finna rebuttal

Cause all them scars we earned just made more muscle

And all the pressure we had just made more diamonds

And all the setbacks we had just made more timing

We destined to be shining

So keep on grinding

The dark rose that came from the cement

The goals that I never achieved

But still I'm dreaming

Traumatized from years ago can still hear screaming

Crazy how my rap career based on who's all streaming

And who's all thinking I'm the best they heard in all four seasons

I know I was put on this earth for one reason

Painting pictures with words so the whole world can see it

If I pray for better days

If I pray for better ways

As the time heals the pain

And the rain wash the pain

Will the sunshine come and burn all my sins away

I question that I ask myself like every fucking day