just.enough ft. VA Lyrics

You were never gonna change anyway

No, really. It's okay, don't explain yourself. I'll be fine

You only need closure if you left the door open in the first place

What's that? Can't handle rejection?

Well, imagine how it felt to be rejected by myself every time I settled for the bare minimum with you

Imagine how many conversations I had trying to convince myself that I deserve better than just good enough

You were never going to be better than just good enough

You tell me to talk about it, communicate

Then we talk in circles and you dance around it

Then I'm the bad guy because I even asked about it

And then we fuck about it

Then you duck the topic like that's enough, like that's enough?

Then it's back to doing just enough, just enough to get me back

Get by, but not enough to keep me long enough

Until it's no longer enough

Then you say I want too much, and that it's never enough

Like you're actually trying your hardest

I mean, really, enough is enough. And I think we can both agree to that

But then I get to asking, what the fuck?

Like, it's hard luck.

It's hard enough until I had enough

But I couldn't run far enough to make you mad enough to get your shit together and do enough to get me back

But then you get me back and we're back to a square of one

Back to where we started

Have me feeling so empty like really, maybe I'm not enough

Maybe it's me

Maybe if I try enough, I'll be more than enough for the both of us

But it's okay. I'm no longer trying to figure it out

I'm no longer trying to figure you out and that's where you lost me

Because I don't want closure. I have clarity

I know enough to make a decision to walk away from you

Because I know you're not enough

Not because you don't have enough

Because you don't care enough to offer enough and enough is enough of that.

And it's black and white because it was grey enough for long enough

But I'm no longer having fun enough to overlook the red flags

So I'm waving the white flag I'm giving up.

On this roller-coaster love. This ain't six flags

Because I can't give enough to somebody who don't want enough

And I promise I've had enough of that

So you can try as much as you want

But I'll never feel bad enough to want you back

And you're immature enough to think that if you try enough, you'll get me back

Back to the square root of one

Like you don't get tired of being trash enough to get left behind?

Of being just enough to cross my mind and I don't even act on it

Of being around enough to make me consider the good times and fantasize about taking you back

But not doing enough to actually see it materialize

And I cried enough times over not having enough to be sad enough to go back to feeling like that

So you'll never do enough to make me dumb enough to let it go

Because I finally had just enough to let you go