turbulence Lyrics

I always get that pit in my stomach when I feel the turbulence

Had a rocky start, then we took off, but had to weather the storm

Wonder if we should've stayed grounded

Tryna get cruise control but when you get to this altitude, it's kinda hard to let shit go

Like when you get that attitude, it's hard for you to let shit go

All the ups and downs, I'm smiling through it all

Feel like if I panic and address it, then you're gonna feel like I'm insecure

Like I'm scared or something, and I ain't scared of nothing

I'm in airplane mode, I gotta be alone with my thoughts

But keeping this much in tends to come with too much pressure

Thinking too much

How did everybody else survive?

Maybe it's just my luck

I never been the lucky type

Never paid attention, I'm broke as fuck

Broken as fuck

Broke you, Fuck

Maybe we stay united, I like your spirit

Keep it up, we can stay afloat sky's the limit

You got a wild side, I'm rocket fuel I fan those flames

The energy different, renewable

I reinvented myself

I'm patient with it

I'm pacing with it

Cruising now but we're on a crash course, Inevitable end

You win in the end, just take me with you

Okay, it's toxic now

Can't live with you, or without

I ain't leaving you, never a doubt

I'm checking in, you got your walls up, airtight security

Tryna check you out, get in your walls, heard it's airtight

You say you need security

It ain't too much to ask, but everything too much when you asking

I never took the mask off anyway

The attraction is fatal on some final destination shit

This is just a layover

I wasted your time

Got on board and I weighed you down

I'm no good by myself how imma be good to you?

Sometimes I need to disconnect, just to cherish the connection

It's all perception

We're going in circles now

The turbulence stopped, I think I got used to it

That's a scary feeling, stability

That's new to me, I don't do feelings

I get way too attached

That's the way that I'm wired

We can put the training wheels up, I'm getting tired of playing it safe

Gotta face reality

I ain't scared of death until I'm facing my mortality

I got angel wings, devil horns when I'm on demon time, losing my morality

And maybe we go through the rough patches and come out the other side

Maybe we get past the strong winds and go straight to the clouds

Or we find some strong weed and go straight to the clouds

Maybe we stick the landing

Or maybe we crash land

Either way, if we die in the sky, I'll be loving you in the afterlife